Monday was pool with Stanley, Kenny and Manfred. Went to IKEA first to eat! Haha, and then we went to play pool at GF :D And you know how good that feels to just play without using so much of my brain cells. I know some idiots will just say "Like as if you have brains from the start? You can't don't even play using your brains!" Ya okay whatever, I'm not good at pool and fuck I'm sorry that I don't have the will to keep being consistent and be like Charlene Chai or something. I have my ups and downs. You think it's easy to balance your life? I'm not a no life pool freak that play pool all the time so I don't train everyday and I don't like training myself. Okay, enough! I must start controlling my emotions. Been feeling very angsty this week, probably due to PMS. So anyway, I was quite pissed that I was losing my vibes again. Think I got to have ample rest in order to be accurate. Poor Greg, got to tahan my tantrums. Next, we went to Vivo with Matthew and Nigel for the Killers! It's a good show man seriously. Spencer-the main lead is damn hot. Haha Greg said that he would want to fuck him even as a guy. Haha, makes me dream even more about my ideal husband. Haha I mean which guy would watch their girlfriend sleep and notice that she said I love you in her dreams. Too good to be true...

Love you all so muchhhhh!

Louisa learning to be arab!

Wah like our house only?

Best clear photo!

So today was supposedly E37G's outing but as expected only the usuals showed up. Went to Lau Pa Sat to eat first. Can't believe we didn't even know the way to it and Manfred bought Koi for us! Sooooo nice~ And some noob named Angeline never drank it before. Like wow? Haha so we walked to the museum from there, in the rain and stuff. The museum was good man except the fact that no flash allowed~ Stupid camera and my hands kept shivering. That's why lousy photos! Tiring though, so many galleries to see. Quite scary for me, all the statues. I'm scared that they will move loh :( So after that we went on to Cineleisure. We had a room and we watched Halloween II. Scary piece of shit. Some serial killer Michael Mayers, damn gore! Haha then Greg came and fetch me. We went to Lucky Plaza for Ayam Penyet. Haha, damn pampered~ He helped me to cut my chicken :D Awww man~

So I guess, things are turning better for me! Just that you know, some people tend to spoil your mood. I don't understand myself anymore. I feel that I'm being nice but I don't get appreciated and instead I get people talking behind my back. Oh well, I guess I got to be tolerant again. Just give my best, and tolerate whatever shit that comes. It has always been like that, I'm sick of it. If I was still that young punk but then I swear I won't even have showed you any sign of respect. I assume when you change for the better, you change your character. So actually, I'm just preparing to get step all over my head. I hate the fear in me of wanting to be rude, direct and straightforward towards irritating people. School's starting, so another round of tolerating! Jia you Nicole!